I have a wonderful family. Couldn’t dream for better.
I have great friends. Couldn’t ask for better.
The job, that’s a little sketchy, but.. eh, it pays the bills. Well, most of them.
But… there are days, that I’m unsure about everything. There are days that I can’t paint the smile on, and pretend that everything is okay. There are times, that it doesn’t *feel* okay. There are times that I feel lost, vulnerable, and alone… even when I’m in a crowded room. There are times that I’m sad, and can’t explain way or what caused it. There are times, that my dreams get the best of me and I get wrapped up in the ‘what-ifs’ that I forget about the reality for a bit.
There are times… like now. A crash course of life, and I find myself standing in the middle of the road, with a million different ways to go, and no map.